So a blogger I know posted about a OW story that sounds similar to mine, except they are not caught.
I wanted to see it. I searched for her posts.
I found it and I absolutely hate it.
Reading what I just read I cannot undo.
I hate S and M so much right now, that I’m angry at my kids.
I’m going outside with them and apologizing.
I hope I can get these thoughts out of my head.
Did my husband ever wish he was married to S?
Did my husband wish he ever had kids with her?
M said he thought they were soulmates at one time, yet he knew she was unsafe in terms of she wouldn’t protect him.
I hate mind-fuckery.. I especially hate when I’ve done it to myself.
Why did I think finding that story was a good idea? Finding all those people fucking around on their best friends?
Pray for me friends, because I am right as I close this laptop.