I wonder if I choose correction I know I choose sometimes.
But sometimes I just get hit.
It’s like it didn’t happen.
I know I swear I don’t feel in denial at the moment. Things just seem the same.
We M and I feel the same
and then I question did it really happen?
Oh fuck yeah it happened..
The rage is starting to lower, but I get mad it’s like I either remember or I don’t.
I don’t feel an intense love for him, yet almost indifferent.
I wonder about us, I’m sure we can make it just like anyone who would choose a certain path and stick to it.
But will we grow together, will I be nurtured here?
Here’s to tomorrow..