Yeah this morning was kind of like that..
Oh crap I’m making shit up it still is like that..
He took all the kids to church, I just wanted to be alone in my house..
Yes, today it’s my house and the bitch of the husband is just existing..
I don’t care if he came back and all the kids were in the car and he said he wished I was going and he loves me..
Fuck you M! Fuck you!
I’m not sure if I’m throwing a pity party, a fit, or anything really.. I truly am not sure about how to handle the anger today.. so I am going to take a long shower uninterrupted clean my house with the music booming and make lunch for my little bunch…
Today I hate life… I hate M more..
I hate being like this, because I have to calm the storm in myself and I don’t know how.. because the storm fucks with everyone not just M when I get like this.. And boy the crazy is brewing yesterday and today..
I need an outlet for sure..