This is the only place I go on my laptop besides, yahoo, and gmail and I barely ever go there so M and I had a great conversation.
Anyways Love Dare #5
Ask your spouse 3 things that irritate them about you.
Hmm.. okay I feel indifferent enough to M to take that on.
So I ask.. he’s got nothing.. but then we go into this great heated discussion about his feelings and how I view him.
We talk about setting a date to file for divorce
About my self-righteousness
and then I ask what have I done to show hatred to you lately.
I don’t believe in him
He’s not good enough for me
I don’t believe he can change
Okay so in a round about way I’m sure those 3 things are things that irritate him about me.
Anyways that date is flexible. I suggested it and I’m okay if we file. I’m okay if we get a divorce.
I know the kids won’t be okay, but in the long run they will eventually have to accept it just like all of us who have crappy things to deal with in life.
I’m a Beginner Bible Study Leader for kids 3-5 and I haven’t done a lick of preparation and to be honest I don’t want to.
I don’t want to help in youth either this week.
Yeah I may be depressed again, or I could just be freeing myself up to just do nothing for awhile and just solely focus on the kids and I.
I’ll talk to Rizzo about it