I read a blog today and I am so thankful I had..
It was about trusting again.
It was about being lied to, manipulated again.
I can’t wait until I get back on my feet financially to keep the peace with him.
I want him out of my life romantically.
I want him out of our home.
The kids will have to know I can’t be with their Dad anymore.
The kids will be heartbroken, but they will know divorce isn’t the end of the line for a beautiful life.
I suppose I could say M chose this for us.
But I choose it for myself.
I won’t believe in his stupideness again.. I just won’t I hope he does change.. I hope his life is all that he wanted in an apartment.
I want so much to be final right now.. but it seems as an adult I have to wait.. things have to happen holidays have to happen.
Time to spread my wings and fly..
Timeline at least
M and NH 2001-2015
what a sad run.. but here’s to a bright future right?