Also I need to stay away from Facebook for the next month.
All the forgiveness and grace posts and wedding anniversaries..
I am happy for those people I am..
I just think let’s say if I ever want to even fall in love with anyone else I would liken it to take 5 years to even find anyone or even like them, or even well enough to marry anyone..
so I would be like 41 I could have a 25th anniversary with that said person and be 66 and if I lived and he lived I would be 91 to celebrate a 50th with said person..
hmm.. the things I think about when the cake I made was lackluster maybe I will make some ice cream..
wait can’t make ice cream my bowls aren’t ready..
maybe I will make some chocolate cake or something..
I don’t know.. maybe I will just go to bed..