I want to relax.
The laundry, the planning, the meal making..
And Emily and Bell are content playing Littlest Pet Shop on their own..
So what do I do? Eat.. I look for something anything..
I’ve got to find something else to relax myself besides eating 2nd rate things during naptime.
Can’t make it too cozy or I will fall asleep.
Not sure what to do but I ate the lemons bites like 5 or 6 of them and they were so mediocre and not good for me.
Plus side my nails are still growing and I do I do want to bite them, but being in that state of mind I say
Dear self? What is wrong and maybe we just need to get up and do something else. works everytime..
Think I might practice some Spanish and then figure out what we are doing for dinner.
I don’t miss son all that much today while I was cleaning his room and touching his things.. I think I will do that some more tomorrow. Just a little bit at a time I just packed him for our vacation and straightening up.
Something has been bothering me and I’m not sure why
But I look for him to initiate contact Charles mostly every morning I look..
Isn’t that odd. why would I do that?
I wonder if it’s just like mediocre lemon bites out of habit or self-sabotaging because I want something and just doing something non-productive..
Till Next time