We went to the beach after dinner and it was nice
Just marveling at The beauty of God’s creation
I am still lethargic
He gave me answers and the conversation went fine because after what he says I usually want to leave him when he is being honest about his affair
But today it was just a conversation and it doesn’t bring me any closer or farther away I have no idea what it does right now
I do miss being in love knowing I had a crappy partner but I thought we would make it through you know?
That time some classes and Charles would get his act together but it kind of seems like that’s the case but kind of doesn’t.
I am not sure how long to be sad but I have got to get it together and start learning Spanish again. Work out, and get my jewelry made…
I will try to do 1 out of 3 that’s a reasonable goal😊
Till next time