I wonder as the anger subsides and accepting what has happened and what is happening
That how much I have been angry all my life that if the sadness comes
Will it come for me like the suicidal tendency to stab myself?
I don’t feel it will ever get that far again I appreciate my life so much more now
But what will the sadness look like?
I am afraid
I should know shouldn’t I at least what to expect from myself but I don’t
Maybe tomorrow I will know..
Making cinnamon rolls
Maybe that will help