I think I want to plan a date for myself..
Just me and my wifi LOL!!.. no but seriously.. me and a good book.. my phone..
I wonder if I will completely bomb at it..
I wonder if I will do anything at all.
But it does excite me to celebrate with myself, alone..
I want to be amongst the lover’s those who are spending time with their valentine..
Because if I do happen to go out alone.. it will only mean that I am my own valentine 🙂
I’m with the valentine of my dreams of my life..
I think my younger version would be quite displeased with how my love life has turned out to be..
However screw her and her judgements after all she is the one that fell for an asshat to begin with and didn’t take care to love herself more.
I want to learn more about me.. what do I really enjoy.. because I think if I do stay in this marriage..
I will be one of those women who just travel alone, or with a friend maybe. That celebrating my 20th anniversary or whatever.. will not mean as much as celebrating my kids accomplishments or my own..
Things to think about as I clean my pigsty and listen to “Break every Chain” 🙂