I miss looking at you and feeling wonderful so gosh darn happy to know while we were not best friends we could count on each other.
I miss just looking at you and remembering our history and being proud we were making our lives work together the sacrifices we made for this family matter
I miss never wanting to let go. I always could hug you and want to just be in your arms so snug so safe
This little exercise is making me cry
I hope one day it won’t
I’m not that resilient Paula I guess.
I really wanted that job
Just to feel apart I guess..
I miss not feeling alone being married of course I felt alone numerous times but deep down I knew he was for me. I miss that.
Okay okay I’m shaking it off wiping the tears to go watch blended