So I was crying..
Kats post and Paula’s post..
Catching up on bloggers I haven’t seen their posts for some reason..
And I was just crying..
The sadness, the botched theories of those who could never understand our struggle, and that this doesn’t go away.
Being cheated on doesn’t.. and I know Charles wants it to.. but it doesn’t..
No I don’t catch up on the bloggers I have been following for years to be sad.. I don’t stay in touch with those who have encouraged me, helped me on here to be sad..
I do it because I identify with them. I can understand and sometimes I’m still flailing about in life post affair and here, someone or many drag me back to a place where I’m okay.
And I adore them.
Almost 2 years here on WordPress and I don’t come here to be sad, to mope, to commiserate..
At first I didn’t know what I was doing..
And Kelly came along and introduced me to the lovely crew..
But I come here to see.. because sometimes I can think I’m losing my mind..
But I’m not..
And it’s okay to still hurt after..