I never threw him under the bus and lied to his face.
Fucked someone else only to come shower slut off of me and pretend he was the only one for me..
If that makes me self-righteous then whatevs..
Sometimes I get that what Charles did was a mistake however it wasn’t just one time.. (not that occurrences matter) but that mistake mounted to like a mistake monster..
The lies, deception, the constant acceptance of myself that I gave to him and he took it under false pretenses..
A while back ago could be years, months, days.. not sure but I remember yelling
DID YOU EVER ONCE STOP TO THINK!!!
WOULD SHE WANT TO BE WITH ME? IF SHE KNEW WOULD SHE STILL TREAT ME LIKE THIS??!!! (this meaning a wife who adored him) SHOULD SHE BE MARRIED TO A CHEATER IS THERE NOT MORE FOR HER LIFE THAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DOUCHE LIKE ME!!
Of course his answer was No..
He didn’t even have to think about that answer.
Anyways.. A FB memory popped up and it was a few months before the whole affair situation started..
Back in Oct. 2011.. I had linked to a FB memory of a hotel we stayed out when we were dating