Before and during affair and after
NH: Can you pick up (insert whatever) from the store for me
Charles: Uhhh why can’t you get it? Fine
After affair 2 years later
NH: Can you pick up lettuce and shredded cheese
Charles: Sure anything else you need
Sometimes it happens so often I don’t even think that it’s odd but the times I do remember
Now it’s laughable..most days
Kendra wasn’t worth this and he knows it now. I always knew it being a liar never pans out for anyone.
So now he’s changed in that aspect and so much more
I still don’t have this deep connection with him and I often look at him and wonder how would I feel if he dies. I mean we are at that window affairs, divorces, deaths are coming soon because of our age
A slow death a quick death
Would I be a weeping widow
I know I would miss him but I think I could move on alright.
Anyways those are my thoughts on this beautiful gray Alaskan day as I have done nothing but stay under the covers on my couch