Oh how I believe this now, how I can smile and say YES
Oh NH you may be married to an adulterer but your story is not over!
My life, joy, happiness is not dependent on my husband it never was because really he never made me happy.
I should have left him a long time ago but the fighter in me wouldn’t quit.
I made excuses for myself on how I should be treated. I no longer feel that way or stand for any kind of strange behavior
I really thought my journey was over that I fought the good fight and I was done
And as I continue move, grow, pursue the right things, strengthen the muscles of the fruits of the spirit
Instead of hate, malice, bitterness, and resentment
I find myself to be lighter, finding freedom
From all the fear, anger and pain..
The suffering will always be with me but I would rather strengthen the hope I have In God as He does not waste anything.
And I’m so glad I was given the kindness, compassion, and grace to do so.
To b encouraged to not end my life, to have a husband that has given me more pain, but who has also respected me enough to give me time and anything I want to do is encouraged. Besides dating websites which he’s blocked with our filter which is a great thing😂😂
Thank you for reading and your journey is far from over