Oh May is just a month for me to remember so many things.
Last night found out boy has been lying pretty extensively about his schoolwork
He didn’t fail but I’m so pissed still
I know he’s my teenage boy he will lie
But I’d be lying if this doesn’t trigger me
I wish I could co-parent with someone who wasn’t an adulterer
Because in my mind it kind of disqualifies him from walking alongside me as I work with boy or even discussing this with him
Why does it disqualify him? Because a part of me feels he can’t understand my anger, hurt, or pain being lied to and deceived
I mean maybe he knows because of how Kendra threw him under the bus with all her lies
But seriously as much as he deserves it I don’t feel his crappy life choices with her are some sort of life lesson for him.
God forgave him in his mind and he’s just trying to be a better man
Good for him I guess
I don’t know if he understands the pain of being deceived
Which is how I come to still fantasize on leaving his behind when he least expects it