I have a hard time with the loss of my husband the guy I knew.
That pain still is quite fierce and I’m working through that with the therapist.
I really wish I had closure
That I could talk it over with my husband and say goodbye
He would say it isn’t working Nia and I want to sext Kendra and pursue Kendra as a love Interest.
And I would say wow thanks for being honest and not being a deadbeat cheater
And I would say how unfortunate you feel that way and are tossing our marriage aside for trash but okay.
Goodbye.: I will miss us, but this is for the best because you are more of a jerk than I thought you were
And I would have hugged him and let him walk out on our life
I would have called Bob too.
And that would have been that
I could have said goodbye
I could have seen the man I believed I married and said goodbye
I wish for the strangest things…
Maybe I just want control anyway I’m reading this book now. The therapist gave it to me. It’s pretty good so far
Which was mindblowing