The beauty of being around everyone who looks like family is amazing!!
The children loved being there as well
However things started to change towards the end of our trip
I’m not sure what it was but Charles just started to become just a person, not a husband, friend or partner
Some extra in a movie
Is all that I can say
We have stopped having sex or touching each other.
It’s been about two weeks..
So we shall see what this all means
I wonder when I hit these stages what this all means
But I am tired
As soon as we flew home my mother and stepfather came with
Charles is a wonderful man who pays for all the things
But I wonder how awesome my life would be without him
Thoughts for today…