Why? NH you ask?
I don’t know because we are like roomies
Counseling every week became dull.
I look at him and just see a good looking guy
Who I am still physically attracted to.
Charles is still super hot to me.
But that’s it
And I really want to make sure I’m healing well because if or when I do leave him I don’t want to repeat my stupidness in finding someone like Charles or Kendra. No not calling our kind stupid I’m saying I was. I put up with a crappy relationship for too long with Charles and with Kendra I longed for a replacement girlfriend spouse.. she fit the bill however solely being involved with a Mom like Kendra is bad news and woman for that matter. Red flags were there I made excuses for them.
I would prefer to learn from my mistakes
And yes I still view marrying Charles a mistake
This online course is $700
Why does that feel like I’m being robbed?
Would you pay that much? I suppose I already have in counseling.