The masking of anger you’d think I would be great at emotions by now.
I’m sad to lose my uncle.
I think more sad than I have let on
Or wanted to believe
Losing him means so much loss for our family
The hierarchy of our family line in Samoa
He has the softest skin I was sure I would see him more.
Makes me feel so less than and I’m not sure why
Probably emotions out of control I don’t do sad well
Somehow I wish I did.
I’m feeling like a failure at so much right now