For a vacation anyways
To see his family and take the kids back
I thought it was a grand idea
Until I walked into a Costco in Anchorage
We don’t even have a Costco in our little town of Kansas but we have a Sams Club
And well my heart stopped like literally
I was so sad
Those big carts and aisles
And it made me remember how small my kiddos were
How I used to take them shopping all the time it was my only time out of the house besides church and bible studies
And how I loved my husband
I’m not sure I can go back there to Kansas without having some sort of collapse
And frankly I’m scared about that
Glasses if you still read this I have been meaning to message you and tell you it’s going to be a quick trip of 2 weeks considering we are taking the boy to KU for a tour
Hope we can see each other
Anyways I will pray and gather myself to prepare for our vacation
Let’s be honest it won’t be much of a vacation
I’m sure we will be completely exhausted once we get home
I’m hoping we won’t be though..
Alright off to get some sleep and prepare for work tomorrow
One more thing
Charles made me angry tonight and I don’t know how to be in conflict with him without writing his ass off LOL what an expression
How to be in conflict with him and not go to this (expletives) has got some nerve!!
I am not even in a position of where a wife will be like I love our relationship and my husband to not let this get in the way and not go to bed angry
It’s like hell if I want to even breathe the same space
Which to be honest seems a little (insert smirk) immature
I think I will take my Jesus route and not got to bed angry and try not to sin..
There’s enough of that going around to contribute more to my life and those around me.