On a random Tues
Viewing was held and I found him.
Terrible thing is we weren’t getting along before he passed
I should have seen that as a sign maybe he wasn’t doing too well
I had been stressed in school and I always felt like I was failing him
Caregiving isn’t my strongest trait
I miss him so much I want to go with him..
This life has been hard and then this marriage but oh my babies how I love them
Charles and I got into it once again. He continues to just be a partner who says things but does not back up what they say.. actions are so much more to me and I told him my plan of my 10 yr divorce
Suppose that is a long time but you know I can’t just blow up my life because I am not in love with Charles and he continues to show his ass
Also to note he has told me he’s not in love with me either so it’s a mutual thing
But 10 years the children will be out of school because in the US it does matter where your kiddos go to school and districts and so forth
Resumes are hopefully going to be done tonight because you know a job will get me started towards financial independence and move the career ladder.
I miss my Dad so much.. I didn’t think I would but I do..
88 years old I truly thought he would make 100
I always thought that if I left Charles my Dad would be around I regret not leaving him in 2005 but I don’t regret these babies
Gosh I love them and can you believe Squish is 9?
My youngest almost double digits??
10 yrs will go by so fast.
It’s been almost 10 yrs before the year of DDay in 2014 and it does and doesn’t feel that long ago
Also Bob if you still read this the boy has been bringing up your kiddo and it still breaks my heart what our ridiculous spouses took from our kids
Happy Holidays everyone ❤️💯