Oh the FB memories
Anyways I’m sick and I’m sad
Well just getting over the sickness
Anyways memories popped up of me and the kids
The time I didn’t want to go with Charles out of town because I frankly did not like him or want him around
He was being such a dick and I was like I’m so happy your leaving
But he insisted we all go
So we went
And I spent a lot of time with our babies
Took them places even asked Kendra good spots to go but of course she was being an ass-hat too
But going to that place was fun. We all had a blast
I’m in a part of healing where not all my memories from his torrid affair ruin mine especially with the kids
I might have married such a fucked up human being and was friends with one but I am a damn flawed but loving Mom to my kids. And not that loving doting type but the hard worker he sacrificer the doer
I did with my kids all I could and tried and while I waited for my husband to come home from Iraq after deploying as our son was 4month old after waiting for his stupid ass to not be such a tool..
I’m sad I waited for him
I waited for him to come around time and time again until he just didn’t he died and never returned and I didn’t even get to say goodbye
Some would say he left willingly so he never died or the fantasy of an affair is so strong that he got lost
Well I’m here to say my sadness today stems from the I waited for him and he never gave a dam about that.
But alas now he says he’s the man for me and I’m his only one 😂😂😂
I shouldn’t laugh at his growth but it is comical to someone who always thought he was worth my time and honesty.
I’m glad he is kinder than what he used to be
Just sometimes I think he gives himself too much credit
Anyways today I did cry that I waited for him that grief comes in waves for me and I’m glad that I don’t ever make the decision to wait for him ever again.